The Hall, the Doors and the Key
I often think that my writing is influenced by inner chaos I see in words. simple and sharp . more like a German philosopher. I have never read any German philosopher but I write like one because I feel understanding universe and god through pure brain power not mind is crux of these philosopher. I am doing the same, performing the same labor over and over & universe is opening the same doors as it did for them or people before me. Same encryption key but different era and geo-location. Because with that same key I am trying to open the one door among thousand other doors leading to the same hall. One door and one key for same hall but different perspective from the each door
let me say it again " same hall, thousand door, same view of the hall. Different perspective that from which door you have entered, 1000 doors and 1000s key, embedded in reality. I have that same key that a man or woman of different age, creed, religion, academic qualification once had. We all will be entering same door in one hall. same key will be used by a 30 year old young swiss girl in 2070, same key same door is going to be used by some unknown study-room philosopher in 1734 in France, same door same key used by an early Inca warrior 6 days before his death in 10AD and same is going to be used by that Indian kid in 3045 on a moon settlement. Different door has different key for those doors and this is not about the Door or Key or Hall. Its about the Idea of KEY embedded in that process to get to the key and then to the door and entering the hall.
I understand this that One can loose the key and door too, may or may not be! Just because you have the key does not necessarily mean that you can find the Door. Surely you can not find the door first because door only reveal itself when you spawn to this idea that since there is a key then there must be a Door. Or if somehow you had the key not by the mean of your efforts but by the borrowed labor of other you will never understand that there is a Door and you will be keeping the key as a Souvenir(a life wasted). But once you go through the Door you will be able to see all the other Doors and the people coming through them. The doors you have denounced could be right Infront of you. This idea certainly makes me furious today and surely going to make me at that time too but in the end you will be glad you are there.
You will feel this euphoric to know that you have arrived. finally! I understand that if you would have never denounce other paths you could not have walked on a single path. that arrogance toward other paths is the primal and materialistic reality. It should be there, it must be there, it had and has to be there or else you could not have gone anywhere. there must be a ego and ignorance about knowledge that clear you path.
Whats after entering the hall? meeting with others? I don't think there will be anything to talk anymore. Maybe pure eternal silence and more and more arriving every moment but the hall never fills. Its the same amount of emptiness when you arrived and it will always be. All standing, silent and just looking.
looking what? maybe no one knows. I don't think there is any point to remember anything outside the hall or even remembering there is any door. You feel or maybe knows that you never left. you were always here, you belongs to that and maybe that's why you can not remember anything on reincarnation if that happens out of millions of possibilities even of previous life or about the hall.
Then the hall must be eternal! So its mean the existence is Eternal? It means existence never came into existence because it was always here? Obviously not if physics is true about the big bang then it must be cyclic in nature? It has to be.
Does this mean I have done this before? Then I must have existed before? then there is no exit from this cycle.
So the exit does not exist! means the same people are finding the keys and doors for all eternity over and over and the rest are just NOISE ?
Its enlightening but I cant feel it! Now I get it. Now I know why Rajneesh said " The More you try to know God from Intelligence then more distant you become from it. The only way to know god is through heart and love."
I need to walk more on this road of Intellect, Its not my time to submit.
-m.Dinesh
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Die Halle, die Türen, der Schlüssel
— M. Dinesh
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